Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu
Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...
Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna...
Sempurna...
I guess this will be THE last song. It is only apt to put this as the last song. I guess I won't be hearing the hamsap version anymore, but I will never forget it too.
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9 Crimes (Acoustic) - Damien Rice
Today, it is finally over. For good. Let's look at this as my last post about you.
There are a couple of things I want to say. The I-Love-You's and I'll-Miss-You's are a given but because there is no turning back now, I'll just have to accept it.
I will miss so many things about you.
You were already taking care of me when we met. You met my mother the night we met. And then we went for char siew fan at Aman Suria and had a super long chat in Bangsar. I think I had already fallen in love with you then. The long and curled eyelashes. The thick brows. The deep, thoughtful eyes.
Shortly after, you played Sempurna. And you tell me that was it for you. And I was happy and flattered. I loved your family. Your extended family too. And your dog. Your mom's cooking. Later, SIA started. I am sorry for when it was your last night in Singapore before you left for OBS. You were forgiving. Everyday I got home hoping to see your letters.
When you came back I went down to Singapore. I remember Prince of Wales and Hive. I will miss that too. I liked Singapore because you were there. Thank you for making the effort to come back to Kl so often, I'd like to think you did it for me.
I remember the first time you whispered 'I Love You' in my ear. I remember how you Facebook-ed me into being in a relationship. I love that about you.
I will miss your mom. She's a cool mom. She Zuma-s better than me. I will miss your dad. He was the closest to being a father figure in my life. He's a cool dad too. And funny. I am sorry about the remark I made about your sister. I really do hope she is OK. I will pray too. God may not listen to me anymore, but I will try anyway.
I will miss your home. And your room. Eating your mom's cooking at your place. Napping with you even after we said we'll just rest a while.
I am sorry for lying about Japan. I couldn't deal with talking about it. I'm sorry for breaking promises and lying about drinking. I didn't want you to look at me with that kind of disgust one has for an alcoholic.
I steal this from Bianca. "I steal this from Mirarara - 'Regret, to me is the most painful thing to experience in my life and living with it isn’t easy.'"
For me, you were THE one. And I love you. I always have, and probably always will.
Today, I found out the truth from a few days ago. I am sick to my stomach. How could I have been so stupid? And I am filled with hate. Bye to you too.
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