Monday, January 24, 2011

The Eraser Working Wonders

I have deleted you from my life. And you shall stay away from me for good.

Now, is there an alternate universe I can go to? =D

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Ten Thousand Miles

Everything you have done, you did them for me. You are thoughtful and that makes you selfish. Should it be this easy to let go? Should it be this easy to decide? I am selfish you see, it's true and block solid. Am I going to let go. For that slightest chance, that slightest prospect.

You and I, we have achieved milestones together. I don't know the weight of those milestones for you, but I know they burden my fatigued shoulders. It's not you, it's me, they say. How difficult can it be? To let go of something you and I have built.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Crashing Halt

16, 20, 23, 27, 3.

I cannot handle it, I cannot play the game, not at this proximity, I cannot hurt myself, or let anyone hurt me, I am pulling myself out of the field.

Something you said resonates inside me. I am that horrible. I think she is your person. You really are the 2-sided storyteller. Salt, pepper and vinegar, all of them spices.

Surely it will sting still. For a longish time. Until I leave, or until you leave.

So it stops now.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Sins of 2010

Hatred for the people who have screwed around with my emotions and the emotions of the people I loved.

Lust for the unexplored and indulgence of such great sins against those who love me most.

Deceptions that lay in the dark while my conscience tries to negate the good things in life that has happened to me.

Taker of life from possibly the most unprepared, unknowing soul and never looking back at my crimes.

Speculation and imagination that I allowed to roam freely in my mind, so much that doubt takes precedence.

Ill intentions for those who have harmed me and the people around me who have had nothing to do with the issue at hand.

Karma, please exact your revenge and clear my accounts today.