Saturday, April 18, 2009

I Can't Have Anything Back, Can I?

I gave it up. And now I can't have it back. You've destroyed me. And my one chance to start fresh. What do I do now? Everyday is just a reminder. That I screwed it up. And I have nowhere to go to. Nowhere to turn to. I hope you're happy. I really do. At least this will be worth something.

This kind of karma, I cannot pay back until I go through it for another 5 times. God lied to me. There is no such thing as finally. Now I just have nothing to look forward to.

It would have been 7 months today.

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