I Tried To

Find a word to describe the feeling of unease that I'm experiencing in the pits of my stomach. My heart is feeling very heavy and weak. No energy to pump blood.

I don't even know how to express this painful and numb feeling. I can feel like even my trachea muscles refuse to work and it's so tiring to perform the basic task of breathing.

Why why why is it so painful. And it's not even PMS yet.

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